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ok this is my very first blog just to start... i will give a short summary of my life an where i am now.... im 24 years ol and soon to be 25 in december 2008.. i have soooooooo much to tell you about life and me and everything ive experienced so far and hopegfully this will help someone out im ot sure we'll see. I'm very opionated but at the same timready to learn and listen. A boyfriend once tole me that i cant be the man and the woman in the realtionship...... i understand but i think to my self... why not being a "man" means your strong and can handleanything and being a "woman" means that you can do soo muh and still be a neture and be senstive a thing that "men " lack and "woman" lack by being taken for granted....

ok well i was raised in woodinvlle i was born in 1983 i like tho think i had a good life the area was very farmy i have two oler brothers that are 8 and 10 years older then me and were born in venice CA. My mother is from N.Y. and is a full blown lil irish leprecaun with red hair to match and my day is from south dakota and move to CA when he was pretty young. My mother has 3 brothers and 1 sister. and my day has 3 sisters. so they met in california biggggg hippies and moved to woodinville where at the tim was nothing then had me. soo that is where my love for animail comes from, i Have had everything i love anytime of animal except snakes and bugs gross. I always cry when animals die in movies over people haha. an i truely believe people who dont like animals are missing a part of life and something is wrong it seems weird but if you have an animal weiter it be a dog at horse they communicate sooo much it is amazing......

so life was normal for me growning up i will go in to further detail in more blogs the reason im writing this first on is because at the timein my life right now i feel like i need to keep some kind of journal or something. i have experienced alot not life or death but emotionaly and mabey i can help people or i dont know inspire... i like to think of my self and a very independent confident happy sincire honest loving hopeful careing helpful person but at the same times everyone has the bad and insucrities from being liked to body image to being lonely trust friends,.... everything life is a very hard thing and you never know what you are fighting dor or settling for or any thing.

I will end this blog with i started this because of the realtionship i am currently in or was not sure and how my friends aways said that i needed to write a book and for everything else that i have wanted to do but never know where to start or how..........

Last week my nana who is a johova whitness asked me about the bible and stuff and ushally i try to avoid it but she asked "Olivia do you believe in god and the bible'

And i replied " honestly nana that is a very sensitve questions and not very many people agree"

but i answered any way and she has always tried to talk to me about it and i have =been to multple churches and camps and listen to people but this is what i answered to her and her jaw dropped

"Nana i do not believe in goe" she said but Jova this and Johava that this is the on and only bible blah blah blah

I said" Nana i truley dont believe in god or the bible because you say that your bible is the only true one and that is what every other reiligon thisks so i do not believe that some person with an almight power that loves all of his childeren and woould sacrifice himself for us whould put multiple bibles on this earth and then sit back and know to himself that only one is the truth"

" that would be tricking people because there are sooo many people that believe their bible is the first and only" why would he trick people that way if it was all true


I believe that bad people will get back how they have done and good people the same

most people that go to church repedelty doooo bad thing and think that its ok cause they seek forgiveness well that is wron if you do something bad and aware of it an then do it again you cant just gop to church and ask forgivness are you kidding you knew what you were doing but if that makes you feel like you going to "heaven" ok so go do it again



I believe that religin is a thing for people that dont know how to accept right from wrong because they think that they will always think that they are forgiving


i know this was a long blog and i am the least religious person bu hopefully you will tune in to more because i actully am very funny